Today I feel sad.
No, change that, I feel very sad.
Today is my last day at work, my last day in South Africa and my last day with Ryan.
I feel completely miserable.
I get on a plane tomorrow morning at 09.50am. As much as I was looking forward to going to see my family, Im feeling so heartsore to leave everything behind here. It always seems as though I am leaving somebody behind, with the love of my life in South Africa and my family in New Zealand.
Why does this have to be so hard? Why couldnt they just both be in the same place?
If you're reading this and you pray...pls pray for me for strength.
Ps: If you read this blog, please can you leave a comment so that I can follow through to your blog through the comments, as I dont have any blogs saved on any sort of reader, so when I leave here, I wont know whose blogs I read... :(
Pss: As from today, my new email address is lolli_ka_bolli@yahoo.com.au
I have changed it on blogger, so if you reply to a comment, it will come to that address...
Friday, November 28, 2008
Last day...
Posted by Chell at 7:02 PM
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I'll be praying for you. I'm so sorry you have to go through something so hard. Not many people have the situation you do, and I think you are being brave for going through with it. Good luck, Chell. You are strong, and you are you. :) You are wonderful.
Ok, see, this is what happens when you come late to the party (blog). I had no idea you were from New Zealand. How on earth did you end up in SA? Or wait, maybe they are the ones that moved?
Either way it really is so hard to be away from people you love! I'll keep a prayer in my heart for you this weekend. ((hugs))
I'll be praying for ya! Enjoy the time with your family and keep us updated.
:)
I am sorry you are having a hard time and that you are so sad. I am sure once you are with your family you will feel better. Technology is great and you will find that you can keep in touch quite easily. I will pray for you.
I am sorry to hear you are having a hard time. Everything will be ok! :) Just smile. It will make you feel better. I hope you reappear in the blogging world!
(BIG HUG)
you must be in NZ by now, and i sincerely hope you're feeling much better! i'm praying for you and will keep praying for you. you are so strong and brave, and i admire you so much!
i still have a few more years of school, and then i'll have to make a decision about whether i stay in SA or move to the US with the other half of my family. (my mom's American, so all of her family is there.) i am so much closer to them than i am to most of my family in SA, but i can't bear the thought of leaving my close family - my mom, my dad, my sister. i don't know what i'm going to do, but i know that God will be with me every step, and that gives me hope. i pray that you'll know that He's with you, too, and will never leave you, no matter how hard it is :)
(ANOTHER BIG HUG)
you are going to have a most beautiful christmas...december and everything :) though i understand leaving certain things, places and people isn't always easy. it's nice to be in our comfort zone eh? well i shall pray for you. please enjoy your vacation and time with family :)
oh girl. i feel for ya. i'll send some prayers your way, for sure.
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I'm sure as soon as you make it to New Zealand and see your family again lots of your sadness will be replaced by happiness. But I'll pray for you until that happiness comes :) It takes time but it's worth it.
I think the same thing about a lot of my family and close friends. Why the heck can't we all live closer to one another?!!??
Hugs to you Chell!
Chell, I hope you have a wonderful time with your family. It is always hard closing a chapter in life, but imagine the oppertunities you will get with your new job and the people you will meet. It will be exciting and scary and nerve racking, but fun. Enjoy yourself.
have a lovely holiday season, be safe and enjoy your time with your family. things will be okay!!
Oh my, i just read your blog now!! I haven't looked at any blogs since my gran passed away!! are you moving to New Zealand?? I will be praying for you!! I don't like it when people are sad!! Hope you are ok!! Pls keep in touch!
xx
So sorry you are sad... it will all work out. thinking of you...
I am sorry that you are so sad. Change is hard, and wonderful and sad and filled with promise. I will keep you in my prayers. God Bless.
Even small changes can be challenging...and here you are, making many HUGE changes!
I'm sorry I've been terribly far behind in reading blogs for the past month. I'll pray for you, that you'll find happiness now and in the days ahead. :)
Chell-You are in my prayers. I'm so sorry this is so hard; I can only imagine. But I know you are strong for doing it, and I know God loves you and is proud of you, too. Hang in there! I will be praying!
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First thing...I love your Blog!!!
I'm so sorry that musty be really hard to go through! If I were there with you I'd give you a ginormous hug!
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