Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Ryan and I broke up.

I honestly didnt know that a person's heart could hurt so much and still be able to beat as normal.

It hurts to breathe, it hurts to think, it hurts to wake up in the morning and realise you no longer have your best friend.

It just hurts.


Unknown said...

Oh Chell, I'm really sorry to hear your news. I hope things gradually start to look better for you. xx

Unknown said...

I'm sorry to hear that. :-(
Hang in there, and do what your heart tells you to do now -- if you want alone time, take it. If you want to be with friends, do it. Focus on yourself because that's what will get you through this.

Bravo Bentley said...

Chell I am so sorry to hear that and you know what nothing I can say right is going to make it any easier but what I can remind you in hopes that one day it will is that we are all here for you and that you have so much love going out to you in this time of your life, i think we have all been in a place where things seemed so hard but we come out of it alive and a stronger wiser person if you need anything let me know should I ship ice cream?! Love YA

Klin said...

My son is going through this, too. I just want to hold you while you cry on my shoulder. That's what I have been doing the last week each night for him.


It sucks. It hurts. You wonder how you can go on. You can. I am here if you wan to email me. YES I do want to hear your pain. Sharing the burden will help lighten yours.

Heather said...

Oh, I'm so sorry. Even when it's the right decision, and you know it- it doesn't make it any easier to let go of someone you love. Hope you know I'm here for ya, only like 5000 miles away.

aurora said...

Chell I am so sorry!
I know that nothing that we can say will help your hurt, but maybe, just maybe knowing that so many people care about your feelings and are sad that you are hurting will bring a little light into your day.
I hope that each day will be a little brighter. Take care of yourself, and the rest will fall into place.

Hannahkin said...

Chell... there are no words. i love you! i promise. i'm praying for you. email me if you want to.. i will listen.

are you still in NZ? can i send you a package? send me your address :)

I LOVE YOU!! hughughughughug (etc)

Megan said...

why haven't they invented a medicine for broken hearts? they have something to heal everything ... well almost i suppose :(

i think it is important at this time to draw close to family and friends... those whom LOVE and ADORE you. when ever my heart hurts my mom is the first one to hear about it. . .

just like all of the above i am here for you! email, blog even phone ... ok i don't know you number and long distance could be kinda spendy $$$$ but you get the idea!
{{{{{HUG 4 CHELL}}}}
hang in there sweetie!

Busy Bee Lauren said...


I am heartbroken for you. Since you are one of my dear friends, hearing that you hurt, just pains me. I honestly wish there was a way I could take all the hurt away, but I find myself helpless.

I think Ana Cristina's words are wise. You do what YOU need. Break ups are so hard. The best thing I have found, is to be near family and let them comfort you. Sometimes being alone is the best...but don't let yourself be alone for too long. Being around people that love you will help sew up the wound.

Something I do when my heart is breaking is try to do something for someone else. By doing so, you get your thoughts away from your hurt and you focus on the happiness of giving love to others. Even though love is the thing that is causing the hurt, it is also the remedy for fixing that hurt.

I love you, and I want to help. Please e-mail me. I wil be sending a package your way, with Twilight in tow this week.

With Love,
You American friend...Lauren

Unknown said...

chell! i am so sorry..i really am sorry and wish i were there to give you a big hug. hang in there, sweetie. we love you and are all here for you. xxoo

Nancy Face said...

Oh Chell, I am so very sorry. You are such a wonderful and sweet and beautiful person, and it makes me sad to know that your heart is hurting so much. I wish I could give you a REAL hug! ♥♥♥♥♥

Rox said...

Hey girl, I am REALLY sorry to hear that! you are in my thoughts and prayers! Hope you are holding up!! Lots of love and God Bless :-)

Help I need a user name! said...

Oh, no! I'm so sorry to hear this. You are in my prayers. I, too, wish I could hug you and/or take all the hurt away.

I'm so sorry...I know it doesn't help, but I am.

Mars said...

I'm sorry to hear :(

Brian said...

So sorry to hear that you are in so much pain! Hope it gets better. It will.

RatalieNose said...

Sad day. Boys smell. I don't know you. This post is the first of yours I've ever read. But girl...I feel ya. Keep on the sunny side and eat some chocolate!!!!

Jayci said...

Rochelle... I'm so sorry. Your heart will hurt for a while, and I'm sorry for that. I wish I could take some of the hurt for you. But I think it will make you a stronger person for having to go through it. Ryan was a good experience, and a great friend. Take it as such. I will pray that your heart heals quickly, and you can find joy in everything!

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